I just had a really bad day today… Mostly because I just got two bad grades in my most important subjects (math and biologie). Besides I have an exam tomorrow and I’d like to think I am ready for it but I’m not that sure. It’s a french exam and it will count for my diploma so I better get it right.

I was used to always have good grades and I know that even if as you go into the school system it gets harder to do so (at least that’s how it is in France), I wasn’t expecting it to be that hard. And it isn’t as if I wasn’t working, I spend hours studying for each tests. So I feel really bad and sad and like I’ve lost a lot of my motivation.

Of course I want to try and do better next time but I feel like it is an unreachable goal…

I really don’t know what to do…